The ”Mummy is about to lose it”  checklist

Crochet, cup of tea and a comfortable couch
​It’s Wednesday morning and you still have three days alone with your kids before for the weekend, when your husband is home to share the load… but your brain is mush, you haven’t slept well this week and you’ve lost control over your temper. What do you do? You need a quick fix.
You can’t afford to get a two hour massage, you don’t have someone to watch to kids so you can soak in the bath with a glass of wine and it really isn’t a good idea to take them with you to get your nails done… you need to do something NOW to lower your stress levels, bring your patience back and give you a minute to have a breather. ​

Go through this list of little things you can do to give yourself a few minutes to breathe and bring some peace back into your mind on the days you need it the most.

Get the kids outside.

Is it raining? Do you have an outside area? Shove a jacket and beanie on the little rascals and push them outside. If I’m borderline about to lose my shit, provided it’s not pouring rain, I send the kids out to the backyard with a ball for the dog. I grab myself a magazine and a coffee and sit where I can watch them and drink in peace without a toddler trying to pull my hair.  ​

Granted every time they go outside, the dog’s water gets sat in, tipped over and played in, and dirt gets thrown around the pavers like they are making art… it’s worth it for the five minutes where I can center myself, gather my thoughts and bring myself back from the brink.​

Call PANDA (Perinatal Anxiety and Depression Australia)

If your struggles are persistent,  your moods are extreme or you aren’t feeling yourself, talk to someone. PANDA is an amazing organisation with a fantastic help line ready to chat and help.
I talked myself out of calling PANDA many times in my darkest days, for many silly reasons – like I was crying too hard, or the kids were crying and they wouldn’t be able to hear me or I just don’t think I’m that bad… (I was that bad).
If you are like me and are a bit scared to talk on the phone, log onto their website, www.panda.org.au. They have a massive amount of information and links to resources that help you get the help you need. Read through the stories of recovery and see that you aren’t alone. There are many stories from Mum’s like me who have been through the struggles and sought help and have come out the other side.

Mum friends

This Mum job is hard. One thing that makes it a little less hard is knowing there are other people out there who also just said to their child ‘No! Don’t wee on your brother’ or something equally ridiculous.

You are not alone. There are plenty of Mum’s out there about to lose their shit, sick of the same walls of their house and would much rather see another adult and have a coffee and vent. Call one of them. Even if you have to turn up to your friends house in your trackies or pajamas (I’ve done that many times before!).

Mush

I’ve recently found this new app MUSH! And if you don’t have many or any Mum friends, then this is for you! It’s a great way for Mums to connect with other Mums in their area and arrange for a park play date, a coffee catch up or more importantly a wine date with another Mum who won’t judge that it’s only 1pm and you just NEED a wine! (Not a sponsored post, I just really like this app!)

Crocs

Spend approx $10 per kid and take them to an indoor play centre. Even if money is tight this will be worth it. The kids can go crazy, you can order a coffee and sit and wait for that inevitable scream that pierces through the room and makes the hair on the back of your neck stand up because you know, yep, that’s my kid. Go even if you don’t have a friend to meet that day. I’ve often gone to Crocs alone, frazzled and feeling like crap and ended up chatting to complete strangers.

Go for a walk

It’s funny that I find myself suggesting this now. I was told to go for a walk many times on the days I was struggling and if I had just listened it would have helped so much. What held me back is that we didn’t have a double pram. So I either had to have Owen walking or sitting on the front of a single pram (not ideal!) and that often was enough to stop me from going! 

But grab your headphones, put on some soothing music, or angry rock, or an audio book, whatever your jam is, rock it and walk that frustration and anger out.

Screens

It’s a topic under much debate these days… giving toddlers phones or tablets to play with. But kids are fascinated by them! Ethan is only 19 months and he is now at to the point where he wants to figure them out like he watches his brother do.If you are about to lose your shit and feel like screaming, whether at home or out at the shops or an appointment, and your kid won’t stop screaming or running away, or climbing all over you on the couch because it’s funny, download ‘Kids mode’ on your phone and set the timer for 15 minutes and JUST GIVE IT TO THEM!
Ignore your inner voice who is telling you ‘their mind won’t develop properly because you’ve given them a phone to play with’, and ignore that judging woman at the post office who just rolled her eyes when she saw you give your phone to a toddler in a pram to stop him screaming.

If 15 minutes of phone time is going to make your kid stop screaming and ease the anxiety’s grip on your brain and save your sanity IT’S WORTH IT.
You know what, had smart phones been around when we were kids, we probably would have been screaming to play with these bright shiny things that play music and games too.

Kids are growing up with a lot of things we never had and that doesn’t have to be a bad thing. My kids are allowed to play with phones and tablets sometimes (sometimes for too long, but whatever) and Owen is as smart as they come! He is three, knows the alphabet back and forward, can count to 100, can spell a handful of words like apple and is constantly surprising us with things he knows. (Some of this I credit to the carefully chosen apps I put in ‘Kids mode’ on my phone. They don’t know it’s learning, they just think it’s fun games!!)

Drop everything else

Sure you’re running low on milk and your washing pile is rivalling Everest and the amount of toys around your house looks like an episode of hoarders… But all of those to-do’s aren’t a life or death situation.
If you are anxious, frustrated, feeling overwhelmed and just can’t keep a lid on your emotions and your to-do list is sending you into a tailspin, RIP UP THE TO-DO LIST.
Whether that is physically or metaphorically, rip it up. The life and death things will get done naturally, but for now, you can order takeaway, or have toast and beans for dinner, your house might look like a tip, but unless the Queen is scheduled to visit, who cares!! (And if anyone does then they can tidy up for you!!) And your washing pile might look like it could swallow the kids up, but hey at least that would give you a few minutes of peace while they turned that into a game!

Those things are not urgent. What is urgent is your mental state. Sit down on the floor and play with your kids. Ignore the lists, ignore the chores. Smile with your kids, let their innocent laughter wash the anxiety from your mind. Give yourself a break.
Your mental health is more important than a to-do list a mile long. You don’t have to have a shiny tidy home to be a good Mum. But you have to be mentally healthy. You need to be present for your kids, to smile at them and give them hugs without your body tensing up from anxiety.

When you find yourself struggling, step back and have a look around. Things aren’t as bad as an anxious mind makes it out to be. But you do need to do something for yourself to help you see that. Try some things on this list and see what helps you. It will be different for everyone.
​Let me know what you do to get a breather – I would love to hear!

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Author: katemadeit

Hey, I’m Kate. A mid-30s crocheting Mum of 3. I have a husband who is a yarn addict enabler. I could spend hours fondling yarns before I even start hooking. And if I can make a living fondling yarn, then I will be thrilled! I never knew what I wanted to do when I grew up, and I think after many years searching, I have found it as a crochet designer and blogger.